March 21

Well here I am again... I gotta get better at writing on this thing... *shrugs* A lot of stuff has happened since my last post.  I didn't try out for the play.  Instead I got asked to be the assistant costume designer.  Fun fun stuff... I went and saw my boyfriend's parents in a Celtic/st patrick's day show... Completely amazed! they are soooooo talented!  The dad has the voice of a freaking angel (I secretly went home and bought a few of his band's songs off itunes.  Leaping Lulu if anyone out there cares...) and the mom is an amazing dancer... her feet move so fast...
the show was fanastic and they are such nice, kind people... and my boyfriend... He just kept looking at me, smiling.  He has such a great family... I like him alot... like alot alot... We seem to get each other so much...but we have a pretty big age difference between us... I am getting really sick of being called a cougar.  Its three years, which in the long run wont mean anything but for the moment it really sucks. 

Dang... just read over this post... it is so scattered... but I'm too tired to go and fix it...  Seeing the hunger games tomarrow night... I'm really excited... but i have a pretty big test the next day... >< ugh... I'll fix this post later... night everyone.

Feb 21 2011

Well... Here I am... I know that every new blogger has some post about how they are new to this and they are excited to write, ect, blah blah blah.  I'm doing this for me.  So if someone finds this and reads this, good for them.  Today was ... mostly plain... They are doing Doctor horrible auditions tomorrow... I don't know if I'll do it... I directed it last year at my high school... but... I don't know.... every time i think about it, i get so nervous that i want to throw up and explode... in that order XP I can act fine and all... i just cant sing... and the only girl part that they are casting is penny.  I know that someone else is going to come along that is a ton more talented than me... but you never know if you don't try... What have i got to lose? I dont know... I dont really want to think about it.  I just feel nervous and sick to my stomach.... I haven't told anyone yet that i'm considering auditioning... because when i dont get the part they'll want to throw sympathy all over me, and trust me, that stuff one, makes a huge mess, and two, is hard to get rid of.  I doubt anyone is reading this... but if you are... help?